Just like friends my love life had been DOA. While I am do indulge myself with myself two to three times a day, actual sex has not happened in quite a while.
I still look at the online ads for prostitutes, but I have not acted on anything this year. I am still missing my cute little lover and the idea of seeing someone else is not exciting. There was one girl who I saw a few times last year, very petite with wonderful sexual energy...amazing sexual energy...and very few boundaries.
She disappeared, most likely took some time off, and I was thinking I would never see her again. Well she is back in the game. It shocked me when I saw her photos and message saying she was working again. I instantly got hard as a rock and the sexual need as almost blinding. Even now when I think about her I get hard and my vision clouds.
When I got in bed I snuggled with my wife and that quickly turned to petting, then...lo and behold...to sex. It was...ok...silent...dark...pitch black dark...I tried to imagine I was with the girl, I pictured her body and what we have done with each other in the past. My wife halfway came, she stops herself because she can only come once and she does not last very long. I tried to get her to come again but despite all my efforts it was not happening. I was losing wood also, our bodies just don't fit together and it was too quiet and dark.
I ended up stopping, I can't remember my excuse but it was well accepted.
I plan on seeing the girl this weekend. I have already started to prepare. I find that if I spend a week not masturbating, drinking water, taking vitamins, working out...basically doing what I should be doing all the time...then I enjoy the sex much more.
It is also an anticipation of the event, building it up.
That is one of the reasons I tend to stick with one or two girls. Nothing is worse than spending a week getting all worked up and having the person not be what you expected and being let down.
I am excited and nervous, it has been a while since I played.
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