I don't really blog much anymore...not much to say.
The alert that my blog might be effected only concerned me because other blogs that I like might be affected. My original blog was compromised long ago and I killed it...dead. I miss that blog, I want to bring it back but I don't know who will see it and mess with me again.
I guess I will update a little.
Sex...the wife and I have had sex one time this year...once...only...no BJ, no touching...nothing. Not that she is to blame...I have not really tried to instigate either. I want to want to...but I usually don't. She is getting in great shape again, she got sick of complaining that she was getting fat and did not feel attractive. This is great, she is much happier, but it has not translated into any sexual feelings from either of us.
We are happy...sort of... We live well together, fewer fights. We still get annoyed as hell at each other over many things, but we also have a lot of fun with other things. There is not spark and I do miss that...want that...I don't know if her and I will ever have that again.
I have not seen a prostitute this year...yet. I have been tempted, but not enough to follow through. It is a mixture of money, police stings, guilt, too many less than spectacular experiences and the fact that all the ones that I LOVED are no longer working. The girl that my old blog was mainly about cannot even talk to me anymore, her current sugar daddy/boy friend/owner will not allow her to, if she gets caught she gets kicked out on the street. If I could help I would but I don't have that kind of cash right now and she would not take my help anyway...I know this for a fact. Not that she does not like me, or tolerate me, but she will not take that kind of help from me, she told me so.
The other gal who I used to see, and then we had a falling out, she is back. Needed help. This is a good thing, mainly because I can get X from her. I like taking X. Molly is good also but I can't sleep AT ALL on molly so it really messes up my weekend. The time the wife and I had sex was when I was on a little molly...makes me ultra horny so I am willing to deal with all her sex shit that I don't like.
Mainly I have been self pleasuring and watching porn. Things are rough on that front as it seems to take a lot to turn me on visually. I see imperfections now as opposed to naked beauty. I can spend hours masturbating varying between stiff and flaccid to thousands of images before I find one that brings me to orgasm. Usually I just settle on one and make it happen. This is usually when I start thinking that I should find a new regular girl to be with.
Well, hopefully Blogger and Google let this little corner of the internet alone. I don't know how the morality police got interested in this but I hope they find something else to do I can blog about my perversions and read perverted blogs in private like an AMERICAN!
MERICA!!!!
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